Geek Origins Stories: Magic

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My readers know that I’m on the geeky side, but I’ve never shared exactly how I ended up that way. Over the next few weeks, I will be sharing my geek origin story: aka how I got into anime, video games, Magic: The Gathering, etc. Today, I’m starting with Magic.

My first ever deck of Magic cards. It’s really beat up.

The first time I ever saw a Magic card was when I was in fifth grade. At recess, one of my friends said he had something really cool to show me. It was a card in a plastic baggy — I guess he hadn’t heard of deck protectors yet — Black Lotus.

I wasn’t much impressed. To me it was just a thin piece of cardboard. (And honestly, it’s taken me a while to grasp just how valuable these cards can be. I remember how surprised I was to find a high school friend getting mad at me after I played 52-pickup with his elf deck.) I forgot about cards for the rest of the school year.

That summer, my then best friend, Sharon, told me that she had heard about a fun game from her dad called Magic. It hadn’t seemed that cool to me, despite my classmate’s zeal, but I wasn’t one to question my assertive friend. So we rode our bikes to the dollar store and each picked out a pack. At that time, M:TG was in its fifth edition and I had the choice of buying a beginner pack, a regular pack, or an expert pack. I chose beginner. If I had gotten expert, I can only imagine how valuable those cards would be now.

Sharon’s dad was something of a mythical figure at that point. Sharon told me that his occupation was “Wizard” and she wrote as much on her standardized tests. Technically, he was a computer programmer. But his brooding demeanor and his sudden, mercurial passions made me almost afraid of him. This time, his caprice had turned to Magic, and he was going to teach Sharon and I how to play.

I was awful. I couldn’t get past basic enchantments and creature spells. I sat helplessly as Sharon’s father played her older sister in what seemed to me to be exceedingly complex plays. Sharon seemed to pick it up much more quickly than me, and I felt like I was disappointing them. I was eleven, and I guess this is why they put 12+ on the side of the box. However, eventually Sharon’s father moved on to another project (helping us build a koi pond in the backyard) and we all moved on. I haven’t seen her in years, but I’d love to ask her if she still plays.

In high school, I dug out my old cards and a new friend helped me make a “bruise” deck, which was what we called a black and blue mana deck. I never liked using it and to this day, I’m far more likely to use red, white, and green decks. In high school, I learned to love Magic. I played with single color decks and rainbow decks, one-on-one and in groups. The group I played with most in high school breaks all of today’s Magic norms: we were mostly female with some gay and lesbian members. I especially adored an Arcbound Crusher deck my friend made, but also a green and white healing deck. I rarely made my own decks, but admired my friends who did. I think Memnarch was the most powerful card I’d played against at this point.

In college and beyond, I played off and on, forgetting the game and then remembering it when my workload is light, especially in summer, when I’d go back to visit my high school friends and play with them (as I still do). I started playing casually (which is one step up from kitchen-table Magic which I played in high school) with my boyfriend John, first at our local college card shop, and then at Ri-Ra bar in Bethesda with our meetup group, which if you’re local, you should consider joining. Everyone is extremely accepting even if you’re just starting out or, in my case, ultra casual. I learned how to draft and to identify the difference between common and uncommon cards. Today, I make all my own decks.

What does the future hold? Well, I plan to learn to play Elder Dragon Highlander this summer. I don’t see myself playing competitively anytime soon (I’ll leave that to folks like the talented Lauren Lee), but I definitely plan to keep playing in my meetup group. Craig, one of the most talented members of the group and a PTQ finalist, told me that “you’re only as good as the best player in your group.” For me that means that if I keep playing opponents who are better than I, I will keep learning and stay interested in the game.

Readers, do you have a Magic: The Gathering origin story?

My life as a Kotaku intern

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(Alternate title: “That’s interesting, all former Kotaku interns appear to be listed dead or missing.”)

I have a confession to make: I know nothing about video games.

I used to think I did. I routinely play or watch my best friend or boyfriend play the latest titles on the Wii, XBox 360 and Playstation 3 as soon as they are released. I’ve been playing RPGs since I was in elementary school. I laugh at Penny Arcade.

But nope. Compared to the knowledge of the Kotaku community, editors, writers, and especially commenters, I don’t know a thing.

In other words, the first thing I had to do to intern at Kotaku was to get over myself.

As one of the top video game blogs on the Internet (the top one in fact, if you judge by Technorati), Kotaku has the largest readership out of anything I’ve ever written for. So before now, making an error wasn’t a big deal. Of course, making an error is NEVER a good thing in journalism, but the stakes have never been this high for me. Last time it happened, while I was working for the Free Lance-Star in Fredericksburg, I received a single phone call from a local citizen that I had spelled his name wrong.

This time, in my article, While Pokémon Come and Go, The Healing Center Stays the Same, at least ten people noticed that I mixed up the order on Emerald and Fire/Leaf. It was definitely embarrassing. I both admired how deeply people cared about the subject matter, and felt humbled to realize I knew much less than I thought.

So the biggest impact of my internship so far is that the importance of fact-checking has been magnified for me.

By now you’re probably asking, what about the glamorous side of video game journalism, Lauren?

Well, as much as I love my internship at Kotaku, I haven’t encountered that. Sometimes the editors get cool promotional items from companies, to play games before they’re released, and to attend events for free, but does anyone really expect that the intern gets to do that? I didn’t, so I haven’t been disappointed.

I want to let you know: interning at Kotaku is hard. I work every week day for at least a few hours, I do a lot of research and copy editing, I don’t always get to write stories. When I built the fighting game infographic, I had less than a day to turn it around. The bulk of my work involves seeking out guest writers and guest blog posts on games to republish (let me know if you’ve seen a good one recently!)

Sure, the editors are incredible to work with and being in the Kotaku chat room has me laughing out loud at least once a day, but let’s not get away from the point.

Brian Crecente didn’t put up this photo in his intern request article for nothing! It’s a fantastic internship and I would love to intern there for the rest of my life if I could (except I kind of need to find a job that pays money). But a lot of people I talk to seem to have a glamorized idea of what working in game journalism is.

Just like any other field, you have to work your way up. I think I work a lot, but Brian, Stephen, the Mikes, Luke, and Owen work around the clock. When it comes to putting out a breaking story, they drop everything to put it up in the earliest and most accurate way. It’s an intense job, and the deadlines never stop. It’s also often a thankless job, with more criticism than praise for articles.

If you’re looking for a career in video game journalism, it’s not just going to materialize overnight. The editors at Kotaku work harder (and at the very least, longer hours) than the employees anywhere else I’ve interned or worked. When they play advance copies of games, it’s on a deadline, not for fun. When they attend conventions like E3, they’re working constantly to cover them.

So how’s my internship going? It’s a great experience. However, it’s far from the paradise of nonstop gaming and little work that some people imagine it to be.

If you have specific questions about my internship, ask me in the comments.

Welcome

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Hello to my friends and family reading this. Today I am launching this website to serve as my professional portfolio and blog. Hopefully someday soon, potential employers will find it too!

My goal is to update at least once a week with posts about journalism and design trends as well as highlights on any new additions to my portfolio. We’ll see if I can keep it up.

I’ve wanted to start my own website ever since I was 13 and messing around with Notepad, so this is a huge accomplishment for me. Now I can finally contribute to the Internet instead of just taking it in.